At the penultimate Café, we celebrated the premiere of season 8 of Game of Thrones with delicious cheesecakes. We also had Penultimate Café Bingos, with spots ranging from Jeremy saying penultimate 7 (yes seven) times to Stephanie saying "my friend mugshot."
This week was also Holy Week, a term that describes the week leading up to Easter. Tonight's talk focused on the time right before the crucifixion.
We discussed Matthew 26:36-46, the passage describing Jesus praying in the garden right before he's handed over to be crucified.
In this passage, the disciples are falling asleep. They think it's just another night, but obviously it's not; everything is about to change. Jesus tells them repeatedly to stay awake and pray with him, but clearly, the disciples don't understand what's about to happen.
Reading this and knowing what the rest of the story is, we can often criticize the disciples. Why wouldn't they stay awake? All Jesus asked them to do was pray and be there for him, and yet they weren't. At the time, though, it most likely didn't seem important. They didn't know that Jesus was about to be betrayed. In the end, though, they leave him at the time when he needs them the most.
Jesus basically loses his community in this passage. He's shown to be fully human here: he's surrounded by his best friends, but he's still completely alone and scared. His prayer consists of asking to have the cup taken away from him, an indication that he was afraid of the next part of the story.
From these verses, we can find comfort that Jesus went through a lot of what we do. He experienced worry, fear, and the loneliness. If God remains with Jesus through everything that he went through, we can be assured that he remains with us, too. The thing that we should pay attention to is that the cross means that God has remembered us this whole time-- even in the darkness and the silence. He tells us that we don't know how our story will end, so we should wake up and pay attention because we shouldn't miss what's at hand.